`Fly, soar, heighten.
Sunday, August 31, 2008 / 7:38 AM
weather: rainy
31st August 2008
music: and i still believe in destiny- cinderella 3
event: dad's bday

okay. am not supposed to blog la. but, really must rah out a bit.
I feel Anything but happy.
I feel like BOMBING the whole town.
I feel like Cutting myself.
I feel Down
I feel like getting an Elephant to tramp over me
I feel like getting up a Going into the sea and stay there forever.
I feel like Hamtaming myself with a Hammer
I feel like an Idiot
I feel like taking a JAR and smash it on the floor
I feel going up on a Kite and fly far far away from here
I feel like LALALALALLALALA-ing 100000 times
I feel like going back into my Mama's womb and never coming out
I feel like cracking Nuts
i feel like going to going to the sea, and get an Octopus to strangle me
I feel like Pumping up and down till i get even more tired.
I feel like going to ask Queens of england and ask them why got rules
I feel like RAHRAHRAHRAHRAHRAHRAHRAING out to the sea
I feel like playing TOOKI games
I feel like getting an Umbrella and shove it into myself.
I feel like getting a Vase and let it go PRING PRONG PRIANG.
I feel like going into a Whale and let it fly me to the north pole to find santa
I feel like going to the band room to take the Xylophone and DING DONG DANG on it and slam it like mad.
I feel like getting the cat's Yarn so that i can entangle myself with it and do not needa study.
I feel like going to the Zoo, bird park and night safari.

Now i know my ABCS, for now, just ignore me.

sighs. i feel down, depressed, I feel negative. Im such a negative externality.

Lately, i just feel so tired to do anything at all nowadays. I feel tired, inside out, spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally. Just tired. Its like im on the 5th/6th lap of 2.4, and i'm gonna collapse any moment. I can feel my soul worn out. I need a break. along one. but not now, not right before promos):. I dunno how long i can cheng.

Didnt do much work lately. sighs, though i did, compared to andrea, my mugging is much less. I've gotta emulate and learn and have the discipline to study manz. So many chapters.):

and worse thing still, tmr, mrs lim is gonna leave. Leave us for 2 whole yeras. she will return, but im just sad that she cant stay to teach us anymore. I miss the time rahing out the questions, and her patience just sitting there and making sure until my thermometer like face turns positive. Okay, this sounds wrong, [cos, she said that my face is like thermometer, whenever i give "that look", woa, its like, haha, yeah she knows that i dont understand] and like i can always look for her after school to clarify everything. and mrs lim's Chromosomes and DNA drawings are all so nice and sweet. Im very very scared. and why do i get this strange feeling, that i'll just cry in like 6-7 hours time. Its 6am at the airport then. Followed by econs in the late morning. I didnt do pok's hmk. and i feel so tired to do anything alr.):.That's it la. im so dead. and perhaps tmr, it's not gonna be an okay day. sure not gonna be an okay day. I miss mrs lim. I really do )':

I feel so tired, depressed and sad. I need the courage and energy to lift it up. And it would be really great, if you could give me that energy and courage to move on. I really hope things will turn out fine. oh nvm, what the heck im talking.

-gimme the strength, zest, 24 more days. woa. pls pls, gimme the strength.))):.

cos i had a bad dayy=/

-jErM
Saturday, August 23, 2008 / 9:53 AM
weather: raining
24th August 2008(early early morning)
music: random
event: xinyun's birthday!

woa. just back from the fireworks display today. and also celebrating xinyun's bday. Today was really awesome. will talk about it more, but right now i feel damn shagged. Anyhow, haha, xinyun felt happier today so mission accomplished.(:. haha. Also, learnt something real important today. which is, that we should always treasure the things around us more. But i guess, everyone will onlY NATO(no action talk only) about this line. I guess, it's human nature. When one loses something, he/she will then realise how important this thing or person might actually be to him/her. haha, to those who are reading, you guys should feel damn fortunate man. I mean, come on, at least we can study. it's a luxury. even im guilty of groaning and groaning about studying all day. Also, people around us. At least, there are people who love us for who we are. and also that special someone whom, you will like love/like? the sacrifices and stuff made? im not really sure. But i guess, today, the lesson learnt was to treasure everything more around me. From people, to friends, to even time. yup! must treasure the time that we have. time is precious, onece it's gone, it's gone. it's never ever going to come back. haha. actually, after today, i feel more motivated to start studying. haha. really enjoyed today though. well. im tired off to sleep(:.

-and next time, i'd better think before i play a game of truth or dare. heh. haha. ahh well. it's really fun though. haha. contradicting myself. but who cares.(:..

ctd'

I somehow feel that, when you love someone. It doesnt necessarily mean that you've gotta be with her/him, or make him/her your stead. I just somewhat feel that, what you gotta do, is to make the person that you love feel happier, and that is all you should do. If a relationship is so hurting, I think that it should somewhat stop. Cos, relationships are meant to make ppl happier. And if the other party is not willing to accept, I guess, then we've gotta learn to accept the facts and just move on. But just, make the other person happier, such as whenever the other party requests for your help, you can try to help. Actually, when it comes to relationships, i hate middlemen, or just simply being one. Even if im classified as one. It's f irritating. sometimes, when it comes to relationships, middlemans just make the situation worse. That's something that i've learnt, many times. I guess, whenever something bad happens, there should not be any middlemans or mediators, but as friends, support your friend, and perhaps give some advice and nothing more. Normally, a third persons view is best. Cos whenever a quarrel happens, both parties will tend to argue with each other. Somehow, as i look at that particular relationship, I dont think its gonna work out either. That is why, im just so afraid to confess to any girl. If kenna rejected, i dont really care about the physical embarrasement. Rather, the emotional wound. It can hurt. Being hurt physcially can always take time to heal. but being hurt emotionally is terrible, and being hurt emotionally can really take a toll on your whole entire life. Gosh. Just somehow think that, really, should back off. Take some time off, and perhaps distract yourself with whatever things you can. Last year, in haising, when there was a big argument btw me, my junior and another junior. It is really hurting, it took a big big toll on my mid year results, but when we left each other alone. as in, me, my junior vs my another junior, things started to settle. and half a year later,which is the beggining of this year, my another junior added us 2 back onto his msn. Both parties were at fault. no matter what happens, it's always 2 parties at fault. really. we both apologised, and now, everyone's k with each other. But then, i guess for now, leaving her alone now, would perhaps be the best thing to do. yup, just use studies to distract yourself. I guess, dont think so much about relationships and stuff anymore, right now, i guess studies is the most impt thing of anyone's life.

-jErM

Monday, August 11, 2008 / 6:15 AM
weather: fine, blue skies
11th August 2008
Music: nodame orchestra tracks
event: Xue mei jiejie's bday, 1 day after perf with musart, 1 day before bio spa.

haha, okayy, shall bang this post off with 2 quizzes. haha. thanks for the tags manz.(:

Okay first one from kj(:
RULES:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag eight people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.so here it goes!

1. What are your reasons for having a LJ
erm. haha. i'd rather stick to blogger cos blogger can create nice blog skins? heh. but i do have a lj account though, though i dont use it. hmm.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
depends. haha. maybe listening to music? or perhaps chionging off some last minute assignment, or looking and thinking through what i've been through the day.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
i answered this question dunno some time back alr. But dream wedding, well, in some nature place? maybe in outer space or under the sea. haha. no laa. just kidding, where got so rich. perhaps, a place where me and my wife will agree? mmm

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Japan, osaka or tokyo, and also singapore. haha. Japan well, everything is so wonderful there. The fast paced life, the wonderful food, the amazing band and orchestra life there(watching too much nodame lately). and singapore, well, you gotta love your city dont cha.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
haha, little of both, more of extro i think.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved and loving someone are both blessings i guess. heh.

7. Do you trust easily?
mmm. depends on the person?

8. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?
my role model? well, learning everything thats good from everybody around me or someone on tv/over the radio or something i can learn i guess. haha.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
erm. haha. has been unhappy for, certain reasons i guess, but not going to say it out i guess.

10. When's the last time you had fun?
The last time that i had ALOT of fun, was the section outing with andy, cheryl and xinyun on the day right after JCTS. i remembered laughing a lot that day and having a lot of fun.

11. Is being tagged fun?
haha. yeah. sure it is.

12. How do you see yourself?
erm, ask those who are around me la. haha dont really wanna answer much for this qn.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family, my friends(which includes a lot of ppl like my dear TJCSB flute section, HSC flute section, PW group, gua extension clan, 4e1 spop clan and the list goes on...)

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
well, kj is, just repeat flute god like infinity times i guess. But a person who cares when you're down at times, always tends to show his happy side no matter how dark the day might seem, oh, great entertainer. haha. like fiesta?, hard to figure out at times what he's thinking, mature on the love side, great senpai, brother, sensei, oh and haha, someone who loves small, little, cute things and a great example would be kids or children.haha.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married and poor i guess, haha, i want a family. heh. But when you have a family, at least you have emotional suport to make you married and rich in the end?

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
whoa real coincidental. But 3. haha. yup. mainly cos, like as my mum says, to have many kids as they can look out for each other when you die, and they can help the world in many ways. And i guess when you're old, if you nurture them properly, they will like, take care of you? but again yup, have to see who you're marrying in the first place.

17.What's better, to give or to receive?
most definitely give. haha. yup, better to give than receive.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will make sure i choose the right one. haha. but even so, i am a loyal person i guess.

19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
mmm. see what we can do from there perhaps. but i will try to abstain from pre marital sex. haha. wanna wait till you're propelry legally married. Who knows before the day from your wedding day something unexpected happens. right? haha.

20. What are you waiting for right now?
well, waiting to work hard, i guess, so that i can enter mazarin year end and make myself proud. oh and erm, for promos to end, so that i can have fun again.

tagged:
(woa tough one, cos all the potential ppl kenna tagged alr.mm)

-kairu
-andrea
-donovan
-siong ge
-lavina
-haha, or anyone who wants to do this quiz, just go ahead man, haha, no stopping or anything((:

okay, next one from kairu. haha.

1. The last person to tag you is...Kairu

2. Your relationship with him/her is...one of my best-est friends from haising

3. Your first impression of him/her...crazy chem girl. haha. and awesomely funny. heh.

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you... to tell me to not to give up on vibrato for flute.

5. the most memorable thing that he/she had said to you... Dont give up, giving up is for losers.

6. if he/she become your lover, you will... Her boyfriend(kairu, hints hints, w_ _ _ _ _ _) will probably hamtam me, and it will turn out to be some love drama serial.

7. If he/she became your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be.. i dont want her to be my lover!

8. if he/she became your enemy,you will... use biology methods to like squeeze out her intestines and eyeballs, haha, wont use chem and phy cos she's taking it now. heheh.

9. if he/she became your enemy,the reason will be... I am certain, that me and her will never ever ever become enemies.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now... help her find a boyfriend, and teach her how to get him. haha.

11.your overall impression of him/her... funny

12. How you think people around you will feel about you... Great for inventing words.(xinyun, stop laughing at my ...worstest, dabianest, marikitariest... hahaha, rahhh.)

13. The character you love of yourself is... loyalty, being there for ppl?

14. On the contrary,the characters you hate of yourself are...being distracted on everything nowadays.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is… her.

16. For the people that care and like you, say something to them... you guys rock. manz. seriously. haha.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about[okay this is part of the quiz so i anyhow hamtam up 10 ppl arhh, haha, but if you guys dun wanna do the quiz, then dont bother.(:, and its not in any order]
1. xinyun
2. kejian
3.cheryl
4.andy
5.shi Jie
6.Wei jun
7.Andrea
8.Samuel
9.Michelle
10.Wei siong



18. Who is no 6 having relationship with? RY!

19. is no 9 a male or female? female

20.if no 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. omgg. if that really happens.. someone's gonna kill manz.

21. What is no 2 studying about? Physics, computing, Econs, Math, GP, flute, love.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?thursday with xinyun

23. What kind of music band does no 8 like? from JANG JANG to like, classical?


24. Does no 1 have any siblings? one elder brother

25. Will you woo no 3? ANOTHER SOMEONE IS GONNA KILL ME. ZOMG.

26. How about no.7? OKAY I THINK MANY MANY PEOPLE ARE GONNA KILL ME.

27. is no 4 single? yes, unless we consider H_ _ _ _ _

28. What is the surname of no 5? Chen

29. What’s the hobby of number 4?MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG

30.does no 5 and 9 get along well? They dont really know each other i guess.

31. Where is no 2 studying at? tjc

32. Talk something casually about no 1... oh. flute goddess? and like, this awesomezzz section mate like, ive ever known since fiesta. haha.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no 8? friendship, not gay.

34. Where does no 9 live at? bedok

35. Wad colour does no 4 like? -i dunno-

36. Are no 5 and 1 best friends? haha, not really, but section mates =)

37. Does no 7 like no 2? they dont know each other. but the only time they've met was during pae in the band room once.

38. How did you get to know no 2?! Through a random call i got whilst cycling along pasir ris park during december holidays.

39. Does no 1 have any pets? Chicken and kois!

40. is no 7 the sexiest person in the world? she shall answer that question on her own, and again, someone is perhaps gonna murder me.

ZOMG, THIS QUIZ IS SCARY. haha. woa. completed 2 quizzes alr. haha.

Okay back to blogging proper.

Event 1: On saturday, national day, the meeting with various groups





























haha, that day, i didnt regretted 1 BIT on going to botanic gardens that day. We learnt alot of things that day, and that day, thanks to lili getting a wake up call, it helped us all wake up too. I guess, throughout the course, we got lost through everything with everyone tossing and pushing and turning us around, i guess, we finally got the clear aim of the proj. and im so proud of everyone in my group, well, thanks ky, sj, lh for that day. haha. i bet you guys also didnt regret right. haha. though everyone was grudgy in the morning, we still managed to like get there, listen to talks, and even hook us up with 2 more organisations. NUS and like, The blue water volunteers. haha, i feel confident and even excited to like complete the writtten report and the oral presentation with a bang. haha. and debby seems really on for us too((: haha i cant wait to learn diving, and i will the next time when on the trip with the hantu bloggers, DIVE. and im very sure we can do it, and lets get an A 105. lets do this thing. *shing jiuan's pw cheer* haha, LETS END OP WITH THE CHEER. HEH.


Event 2: sunday perf with musart.

















Im somehow very lazy to blog alr. haha. but on stage i just felt really tired and numb to be scared. I just felt cold. haha. no one went to support in the end, but it's all right, at least i got the feeling on playing in the esplanade. haha. flute sounds did come out that day, though i scrweed up a bit for dragon king. haha. but the esplanade back stage is a REALLY REALLY BIG BIG PLACE. haha. and im really honoured and glad that i've had a look in there. also, ive made 2 new friends. like diana(the piccoloist) and nick(the nus flautist) thanks zh. haha. but anyhow, we had some fun that day too i guess, haha, but perhaps, this is the first time i played for musart, and i guess, perhaps, maybe the last? im not very sure, but xinhui, lihong toshikasa they all willl return. oh, and that day after the concert, the songs are still ringing heavily in my head. haha. awesome manz. haha. like andalusia, home and like dragon king. haha. I guess, my dream is still philharmonic winds. lets continue working hard till then..

lately, caught the nodame live series. and watched it till the end. and somehow, i dont mind rewatching it again, but i wont cos i dont have the time. it's touching, and it just somehow can relate myself to that drama series. i know somehwat perhaps, im a drama-mama person, but, i think that, it just somehow rocks. and somehow, it just made me fall in love with orch even more. and im damn surpirsed cos i use to think that orchestra music is for lullabies.when its not, hear the soaring sounds of the violins, or how the winds penetrate through that sound curtain of strings, its downright awesome. well, someday, i hope i can play beethoven's symphony no7 in A major with an orchestra someday, and perhaps, work hard on flute and solo with someband/orch someday. Who knows what the future might hold. perhaps, i feel like learning piano, and i feel like getting a teacher for flute to learn more. and perhaps, so many other things i wanna do.like...

a marine biologist, a teacher, a flautist in some orch/band, wow, what dreams to look forward to.

everyone, jiayou from now till promos all right. im very sure all of us can do it.

and xinyun, lets work hard to get into mazarin all rights. dont forget that dream, that once me, you and liot said before in PAE. jiayou.


perhaps, this weeklly thing might stop for a while, dont wanna use the com so often, lagging bad in my work already. and perhaps, i shall stop going online for a period of time. needa study.

-jErM
Saturday, August 9, 2008 / 5:12 PM
weather: nice morning weather
10th August 2008
music: beethoven's symphony no 7 in A major, 1st/4th movements
Event: performance with musart windorch, kian hong korkor's bday

haha, hey, its like 8.14am now. Perhaps leaving house soon. haha, actually didnt wanna let you guys know one la.but then, if you guys so happen to chance my blog anytime from now till like 2 plus..

haha, If you guys are free in the afternoon, or wanna take a breather from that hideous pile of work. There will be a FREE concert at the ESPLANADE MAIN HALL at 3PM, by musart wind orch. Will mostly be filling in for 2nd flute though. but who cares, ITS ESPLANADE.. ((((((:. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-. I CANT WAIT((:. COS ITS ESPLANADE. haha, repertoire, march bluesky, heavenly flute player and the dragon king, andalusia, and etc, haha, the theme this year is national day songs i guess.

SO IF YOU GUYS ARE LIKE FREE, AND LIKE HAVE NOTHING TO DO(which i doubt.), you guys perhaps might wanna spend an hour of your lives in that big comfy hall, listening to great music. trust me manz. the saxes, trumpets, clars and oboes rock. haha. The rest are also quite good i guess. but flutes for this concert like 3 flutes and 1 picc? im not very sure. haha. but here goes nothing. I'll be seeing you guys dunno when. haha. if you guys are going later, catch you guys later then.

-jErM
Friday, August 1, 2008 / 6:26 AM
weather: rainy
1st August 2008
Music: Danza symphonica- James Barnes

okay. FINALLY. after a LONG LONG TIME, haha, all the pictures that i wanna post is up! YAY. haha. okay, these are the few interesting events that happened over the past few weeks that i didnt blog. For today, it was kindda a screwed up day i feel. i dunno, band was anyhow-ed today. i dont know how to describe. sighs, in the morning lili blew up, our group had a small conflict. zomg. scary. but at least lili's feeling much much better now, and im feeling happier too(:. I guess, as i said, it's okay if conflicts and quarrels happen, what matters the most is that, everyone gets even closer in the end. dont you find that when ppl are even more close, conflicts are more easier to happen? oh ya, speaking of which, there was a few events of the same thing tha thappened at night. those were practically the most horrible nights i've ever faced. I feel. it's like never ending kindda thing. It got me worrying i guess, i just hope things are fine. and yeah, i guess, i'll never ever bother to intefere or anything anymore. i guess, i don't really care, or won't really care anymore i guess. sighs. nvm. ignore that line. haha, anyhow, I GOT 12 MINS 34 SECS FOR 2.4. i cant believe it. AT ALL. cos, haha, my timing is usually like say about 15-16 mins plus! yeah lor. sighs. and i've had it with fucking people, who get fucking angry, for stupid fucking reasons, that are not even fucking reasonable. BAH. GO AND DIE LA. LKSDJFLA;KSJFLKASD.

anyhow, oh noo, i think i think im liking you even more everyday. bahh. im screwed)):. okay nvm, i will tell you like about this, tts if, i ever score well for my promos and can enter mazarin. zomg. sighs. forget bout this. haha. anyhow, back to blogging proper.

Event 2: Nainai's house

Oh noo. Im feeling terrribly guilty. Cos tmr, i wont be going to see nainai tmr. sighs. oh yeah, speaking of which, i havent visited ah ma, ever since PAE. And i promised to do so. CRAP. im screwed. sighs. nvm laa. MUST TRY. zomg. discipline. Anyhow, Jovan, chloe and xue mei jiejie came that day(:. haha. nainai seems to be k, but i guess, just like ah ma, both of their legs having problems arhh. sighs. (anyhow, sis just slammed the fucking door. damn it. sighs, i ren.), anyhow, yup. CHLOE IS UBER CUTEE. ZOMG. haha.

















OKayy, I only managed to capture one shot of jovan. haha. gosh, this little tyke is like jumping and hopping about all the time. haha, and all my shots are blur, and this is the best i can get i guess. haha. ahh well, I was playing with chloe most of the time, since natasha is entertaining jovan, I entertained chloe together with mum and sharol.


































HAHA. SAY YOU'RE JEALOUS. zomgg. cos arhh, everytime WHEN YOU EVER EVER TRY TO CARRY HER, she starts crying. but i've learnt this jian method of not making her cry. just go in that super duper high, enthu voice, like, SEE SEE SEE! hahaha, and she'll like, stop crying. AND SHE'S LIKE THIS LITTLE FRAGILE PEARLL ZOMGG. haha. those 2 little kids arh, are perhaps, the only 2 little kids in the world that'll ever bring me back to my childhood days, and all those sweet and innocent memories. haha, and zomgg, TOO BAD I DIDNT RECORD HER LAUGHTER. when my mum was playing super man with her, haha, she was laughing like, i dunno how to describe. it just makes you happy and want to laugh along also. hahaha.(:. zomg, im so looking forward to seeing those 2 little tikes again.haha.

EVENT 3: BRONZE CROSS.



















hahahaha. zomgg, if you guys can ever squint and see, haha, I'VE GOT MY BRONZE CORSS. i totally cant wait for the life guard rank. xD. haha. ahh wells. AND BEING A LIFESAVER INSTRUCTOR. zomg. sounds damn GRAND. haha. ahh well.

EVENT 4: PILOT TEST.

















haha, by looking at this 2 pictures, i think, to my closest friends, i've alr told you that our pilot test will be at pulau hantu. haha. see how nice the sceneery is,a nd how freaking clear the water is! zomg. haha.

(okay, i've got to type out this one la, hur, for the sake of WR, I and R and whatsoever. D;, but if you get pek chek with the words, just see the pictures, haha, they'll narrate out the whole story for me also)


Okay, the day started with it being BRIGHT AND SUNNY(:. perfect weather for diving, i guess. and our group sure took a long time to get to the Republic yatch club of singapore, at west coast. We took a train from Eunos all the way down to clementi. Lili was apparently having a fever, and it was damn heng that she went for the pilot test, cos she felt better after that, but amazingly, she fell sick the day thereafter. D;. anyhow, May also managed to make it for the pilot test besides her busy schedule. on the way there, we were looking at the map figuring out the way to head to the place, and at eunos, theres this 2 weird china men who kept on staring at us, like as though we were some weird aliens from outer space. oh yeah, and me and SJ had breakfast that morning at bedok. we ate MEE FEN. haha. anyhow, we met up, headed there, oh and when we got to the bus stop, we had to walk QUITE a distance in. When we finally saw the sign, of course all of us are damn happy. haha. when we walked in, we met with the nice security guards who joked with us that we need to bring fish back for them or else they wont let us out. haha. we headed on in to look for debby. We walked around the place, and there was this 3m pool, which is damn cool for diving. zomg. haha. we walked around until we gave up and called debby to look for her in the end. in the end we found her together with other divers. we were damn scared at first cos they looked damn scary. But thereafter, finding out that they were all really nice ppl. We helped to carry the heavy oxygen tanks to the boat. and BOY WERE THEY HEAVY. i bet if you go diving for everyday of your life, you can probably do LOADS of pull ups per min. anyhow, got to the boat and debby briefed us about the boat, and ALOT OF THINGS that are relavant to our project. An example would be like, we saw ALOT of oil barricks, derricks, etc. along the way, and she was explaining like, it's all those, versus coral reef life, or national heritage. we saw a lot of southern islands along the way also, which was pretty amazing. i guess.















^this shot was taken when we were reaching the island. Me and ky were inside the boat seeing how the uncle steered the boat with his uber cool directional machine thingy. haha. whilst lili, SJ and may went to the front of the boat to sit. If you guys can see, the Jetty is just right across the window.

Debby was explaining alot of stuff about the islands and stuff along the way but had difficulty hearing, cos of the wind and stuff. but still managed to gope abit of informatino. when we got there, BOY WERE WE FASCINATED BY THE WATER CLARITY. it's natural arhh. not sentosa those kindda of, i dunno it just feels artificial there.




















Can you guys like see! okay maybe my camera took the reflection, but still, can see all the sea weeds and stuff inside there, which is damn amazing. Debby did a briefing therafter whilst the divers started wearing all their diving equipment and stuff. Haha, heard alot about pulau hantu, and whilst they dive, we were allowed to roam the island. we saw how they dive, come up, etc etc. haha. but when they went down, we saw trails of bubbles and there they go for their first dive. the pictures taken underwater are in the hantu bloggers website, of which you guys can like go there and take alook, its under my links, thats if you guys are interested which i doubt.










haha, yups! (refers to above pictures), anyhow, thereafter, we started to roam the island. Pulau hantu consists of 2 islands, known as Pulau kechil and keching or, well, something like that. haha, where you have to cross one whole sea area to get to the other island. Since we can like plan something at pulau hantu, why not check out the topography of the island. right?






so after entering the island the first thing that hit us, was this damn amazing nature view.



after taking a few pictures and stuff, we crossed the island. and guess what, at first, the walk started okay, but as we walked, WE STEPPED ON DEAD CORALS WITH OUR BARE FEET. the feeling was utterly horrible, but as we walked, there was a trail of sand that will follow. hence many ppl walking many directions, made many trails of sands.







Then we finally made it across. We explored the island a while, and yup! its just nature, nature and more nature. and i wouldnt mind staying there for like a really really long time. the place is adamn nice, and i guess we somehow, wrecked the place. haha. JUST LOOK AT ALL THE FOOT PRINTS LEFT ON THE SAND. haha. and how many times we scribbled 105 on the beach.














Okay, after exploring the other half, we came back, and rested, took a lunch break. haha. meanwhile, we talked to the divers and debby, and we learnt a lot of knowledge from them too. haha. like things about youth and diving of which the notes are all here with me, and haha, they headed on for their 2nd dive. we learnt about stuff like WWF, and etc etc. then they went for their 2nd dive. and zomg, DIVING IS DAMN COOL. and i bet our group will never forget that. The 2nd dive whilst they spent there, we were enjoying ourselves on the first half of the island enjoying the nature and water to soak our feet.






















see everybody. haha. oh and ignore the shot that im kindda like act-cute-buay-cute-ing. haha. that one is DAMN FREAKING GAY. haha. anyhow, the 2nd dive, we wanted to catch the shots that them coming up of the water. we made it back in time xD. haha.

























haha. cool ehh. haha. oh yaa,, and the nice boat uncle man gave us his other bottle of water to drink after knowing that we all ran out of water. haha, Debby talked to us alot, and even showed us the photos taken underwater. haha. its all on their blog site so you can take a look.
we've definitely gained a lot from the trip, just that, all the educational stuff i didnt bother posting up cos anyhow, you guys will be bored to death if i did that. haha. and as for the underwater shots, go to the hantu blog sites and see kk! its under my links, thats if you guys are ever interested.
haha, thank you so so much debby, for doing so so much for our group. i've got no idea how to ever repay this, haha, i guess, i will join hantu bloggers for that. haha. I wanna learn diving. zomgg. haha.(:. but with my swimming skills, I hope it will quicken up! perhaps i will reward myself this if i score well for promos. haha
oh manz. its late. I wanna sleep alr. haha. i guess thats all for today i guess, cya guys around. (:. nights manz.
-jErM
I guess somewhat, just, im so sick of renning everything. like everything also ren ren ren. i guess this is me baas. whenever ppl are angry, I just ren. cos whats the F point?! I mean, if you flare back, it will just perhaps worsen things up. Even though theres irritance, anger, or whatsoever, JUST REN. I think, i dunno how long can i hold this out. My work is all lagging damn bad. as in SERIOUSLY damn bad. And i've had better do something about it. Please please, IPR, stop bothering me alr. zomg. interpersonal relationships)):. Leave me alone. LEAVE ME FUCKING ALONE. im seriously gonna just break down and cry anytime alr. fuck it.
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jermaincho koi hong
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11-10-1991
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seventeen going on eighteen!
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Temasek Junior College
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Inspiration / Martha Stewart. Personalizing/ Jermain.