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Wednesday, October 29, 2008 / 6:24 AM

为了明天的华文考试，换华文来写博客吧。妈刚给我服药，觉得有些累。明天，明天将来临了。一年的工，就要在明天结束了。所谓“台下十年功，台上一分钟”。从明天11点后，就不用再读华文这一科了。感到有点不舍。对了，也将明天能考到优秀的成绩。A A A！绝对不可以辜负赖老师，叶老师，董老师以及林老师对我的期望。现在，心身都感到很累。我快撑不住了。今天，一整天，心神都无法平静下来。整天紧张兮兮，好像天要跨似的。可能，给自己太大的压力了吧。最近，全部的华文考试里，都没有一个拿到理想的成绩。连这次的年终考试，都没考好来。本来信心十足的我，便得非常脆弱，堕落，连自己的本领也开始怀疑。真的可以拿到A吗？我只知道，只是需要平静下来，不要给自己太多的压力就会没事的。9.37pm 了。时候虽然还早，但，我已经无法读进任何东西。觉得好像，自己在临时抱佛脚。算了，还是去洗个澡，读一点作文，就去睡觉吧。

大家，加把劲。

-凯雄

Monday, October 27, 2008 / 6:49 AM

weather: Rainy, sunny
27th October 2008
Music: dao xiang- jay chou
Event; 4 more days to A levels chinese.

omg. 4 more days. worried-. okay, to take off some stress, lets do a quiz from xy. haha. done this quiz by kr before, but nevertheless, lets do it again! haha.

The person who tagged you is?
Ubin Kang Xinyun

Your relationship with her is?
Close (i consider, haha), sectionmates

Your 5 impressions of her?
-Friendly
-Outgoing
-Sweet
-Wonderful/awesome
-SMART, in both studies and flute

The most memorable thing she has done for you?
woa. Many memorable ones arh. mm. okay, helping me with the affairs of my heart, and being ever so patient with me during sectionals.

If she becomes your lover, you will?
I dont think she will become my lover. But, mmm. make sure i take good care of her? I dont know.. haha. Anyhow, she already has hers. haha.

If she becomes your lover, the thing she has to improve on would be?
Learn to stay happy!

If he becomes your enemy, you will?
- be sad and try to patch up! But then again, maybe first i shall go dig her brain and steal her flute playing and studying skills, then next, maybe put try octa nitro cubane at her house, and pour hot refluxed Hydrochloric acid there, then also, maybe go and take her soon to arrive new bought flute and bang in on the floor, and.... (the list goes on). haha, but then again, im not so mean. haha.

What thing you want to tell him now is?
Thanks for everything that you've done for me. haha. and hope that you and____ will get together soon! haha. and also, you'll make it big out there too!

Your overall impression of him is?
very friendly person, outgoing, fun to hang around with? [sorry yun, copied. haha.]

How do you think people will feel around you?
comfortable. and, must accept me for who I am?

The characteristics you love about yourself are?
responsiblity, workaholic.

On the contrary, characteristics you hate about yourself are?
inability to express myself properly, slack modes when im not suppose to be slacking, waivering on issues

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Happy in whatever I do/undertake. and of course, to do the best on whatever i embark.

For people who care and love you, anything to say to them?
You guys rock.

Pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel. [woa, potential ppl kenna tagged alr. nvm. haha. shall say out other ppl then. haha. Furthermore, tagged some ppl before alr. haha. nvm laa.]
1) Andrea
2) Samuel
3) Lihui
4) Khehyang
5) Shing Jiuan
6) May
7) Vanessa
8) Lavina
9) Daniel
10) Debbie

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
O.O. haha. I dont know. But she has an eye-candy though.

Is No. 9 a male or a female?
Male!

If No. 7 and No. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-goodness me. Of course not. haha. 7 is alr in a relationship.

What is No. 2 studying?
Biology, Chemistry, Math, Econs, GP, chinese

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
A few hours ago.

What kind of music does No. 8 like?
A variety.

Does No. 1 have any siblings?
KOSONG. haha

Will you woo No. 3?
haha. of course not. alr have someone else in mind. But still, haha, dear wangmu niang niang will probably kill me. haah.

How about No. 7?
Braces myself from JH.

Is No. 4 single?
I dont know. really dont. haha. seems like yes or no.

What is the surname of No. 5?
Tan!

What is a hobby of No. 10?
RUNRUNRUNRUNRURNURNURURNURNURNURNURNURNURNURNURNURNURNURNRUN.

Do No. 5 and No. 9 get along well?
haha. they're classmates.

Where is No. 2 studying at?
Mugging hard for chinese

Talk about something for No. 1.
MUGS HARDDDD. haha. but also can play and joke along with(:

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
nope!

Where does No. 9 live?
In Simei!

What color does No. 4 like?
Dont know.

Are No. 1 and No. 5 best friends?
haha. classmates again. haha.

Does No. 1 have any pets?
used to have dogs or something. haha.

Is No. 7 the sexiest person on Earth?
JH, seriously, if you ever ever stumble upon this site. I think i can get ready to be bruised heavily by your instrument. hahaha!

What is No. 10 doing right now?
WORKING HARD FOR OP~

haha. yay. done~

okay, back to studying for chinese. JIayou to those who are studying hard for chinese and A levels! and also thanks xy for the quiz, cheered me up somewhat. haha. thanks.

-jErM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 / 5:07 AM

Weather: cloudy, partial rains today
11/12th October 2008
Music: HAIRSPRAY SONGS~

Jermain is a happy boy today(:, as shown in the picture below..

Okay, the above shot was taken like months ago but still. It proves that im happy. heee. anyhow, 17 years ago, i was born on this fateful day of the 11th of October. haha. this year, the birthday so happens to fall on a saturday, and last year, i still can remember the vivid images of 4e1 celebrating my birthday for me and that day, i had a large dose of chlorine thanks to cambridge for the chem practical exam. haha. and the bear that neng, kairu and all my awesome friends gave me last year. haha. anyhow, this year's bday was a rather calm, sweet and satisfying one. well, its kindda memorable this year. haha. Throughout the day, my phone was bim-bom-baming with messages. haha. and i had many many rounds of celebration this year. manz, i have such awesome friends and family around me manz. hahaha.

so here goes,

Event no 1: BIRTHDAY!

Okay first of all, lemme THANK those who are damn awesome/nice to flood my WHOLE inbox with sms-es since 12am last night! hahaha. though i thanked every single one of them back alr, lemme just thank you guys again manz.(:. haha. Thank you, WEI NENG,WEI JUN,MICHELLE(MEI),FLORA,HUIQIN TOSHIKASA,SHING JIUAN, WILLIAM(COUS),KAIRU,MEIYEE,DEBBIE, RACHEL(BAND),LIHUI(WANG MU NIANG NIANG), HILARY, SI HAN(MY BEST BUDDY SINCE P1), SHUI MAN, LAVINA,SNOWBALL, SHAWN(BIG BUTT), STACEY(god sis), XINYUN AND CHERYL!((:(AWESOME SECTION MATES) AND ALSO CLARABEL'S PW GROUP FOR THE CALL THIS MORNING. HEE.
(41 messages this year, i can't believe it. hahaha)

OKAY, NOW ROUNDS OF CELEBRATION!

ROUND 1: GUAS!
haha. THANK YOU SO MUCH BIG BUTT GUA, GUAI GUA, OLI GUA, CHA SHAO GUA, KU GUA! hahaha. okay, thats the only photo i have of us. haha. we did take pictures on that day, but then, all the pictures are with BIG BUTT. haha. thank you manz, shawn, andrea, oliver, samuel and debbie.((;. YOU GUYS, MY STUDY CLAN AND CLOSE FRIENDS ROCK! haha. THANKS FOR THE CAKE! AND PHOTOS. really mean a lot to me manz. haha. well, i kindda hope that things are fine now manz. haiz. well, you guys know what im referring too manz. haiz. well, i guess things will take some time to settle. but lets hope that it gets settled fast. haha. but nevertheless, THANK YOU SO MUCH GUAS, for studying with me this year. well, at least, i get to maintain my 4H2S this year round. hee(:. I guess thanks to the numerous studying sessions. though i didnt get what i wanted, but at least, i still managed to keep my 4H2s, was so worried that i couldnt keep. But I hope that, SJ can promote. no wait, not hope, she will. and lili too, hope that she can stay in the same class manz. nvm, haha, will prove it to everyone, i'll shoot up. and leave a mark, no wait, a scar in TJ before i go. I will do it. THANKS GUAS!(((:

Round 2: HSC ALUMNI FLUTE SECTION!

haha, the alumni bbq was yesterday. hahaha. thank you flute section manz. haha. was quite surpirsed manz. haha. but thanks so much anyhow. haha. THANKS WEI JUN FOR THE GREAT GREAT CARD YOU MADE ME.((:. haha. REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT. haha. anyhow, yup! had a talk with lynette toshiaksa ytd. haha. was damn enjoyable. hahaha. yay! flutes rock ytd too. we're the one with the most ppl there ytd. ((:.

ROUND 3 AND 4: MY FAMILY!

haha. IT WAS DAMN COOL THIS YEAR, cos right after alumni bbq, dad fetched me to swensens at airport with my family to celebrate over a midnight birthday. haha. though he complained again to the swensens manager cos the service was laggy but still. it was damn coool. haha. got me damn shagged. hahaha. here're 3 pics i took ytd. haha.

Thank you BLOBBY FOR THE CUTE DOG, DION FOR THE PRESENTS OF THE SWANS AND STUFF. haha, and RACHAEL COUS FOR THE PARKER PEN.((:. haha. ate the HAPPY FIREHOUSE and a COOKIE SUMMIT(by accident cos dad called the turmoil tower instead. haha, but then the manager lady heard wrong, so gave me the summit ytd. haha.

and round 4: ICE SKATING IN THE AFTERNOON.

I WOKE UP AT 12.30 ON THE SAME DAY. it's been DAMN LONG since i woke up so late. normally i wake up at 6 in the morn or well, latest 8. but never before woke up so late. haha. BURSTED with messages that day. haha. DAD BROUGHT ALL OF US TO ICE SKATING. haha. by my request. but then, aik. was supposed to go with cousins andre and rachael, but sei sam(fourth aunt) didnt allow, she said end of the month. haha. but still, my sisters and I had lots of fun. I was zooming around the ring. well, the pictures below shall briefly narrate the story. ahha. but then last 20 mins, guess what, haha, there was resurfacing of the ice. =.=. haha. but still we had 1hr 40 mins of fun. haha. ENJOY THE PICS. haha. had a reall yreally fun. still have some pics with dad. but nvm, its k, i'll show it another time. hahah. SHAROL AND DION knows blading damn well. haha. so its of course natural for them to skate fast too. haha. blobby ping haha had some trouble, but still she managed to have some fun. haha. and sharol and natasha fell down a couple of times. sharol fell hard on the ground on one fall. ow. haha. i fell twice, but on the front. haha. the ring was somewhat crowded today. but, haha, okay nvm, enough nagging, haha, ENJOY THE PICS!((:

ROUND 5: ??

there's gonna be a round 5 and 6 ithink tmr. but nvm, lets see! haha.

EVENT 2: XINYUN'S BDAY, LAST DAY OF FIREWORKS FEST.

XY, sorry for the unglam opera woman pics. haha. but they're the only pictures i have for that day other than the video. hahaha. But still, yup! that day had loads of fun with cheryl, may, siong, kj, marcus. haha. havent seen marcus for a while. haha. oh and cladys and elliot was there too((:. haha. the plann to celeb her birthday did work! hahaha. the choc cake. and thanks to me always carrying abig bag around. hahahahaha, xy didnt manage to figure out that the pres was hidden in my bag all along. and she thought that it contained tuition stuff. =.=. hahaha. but still YAY. haha. that day was damn fun, especially the fireworks. damn magical. its like going to another world. hahahah.

Event 3: AH MA'S BDAY celeb

haha, you guys enjoy this post baas. hahah. celebrated ah ma's bday. ahha. she can't walk that well. so, haha, only rarely, then she can go out. hahahahaha.

so that more or less sums up today's post. ahhaha. well, off to sleep manz. oh and the best present i got this year, is managing to maintain my subjects. thank you my gods manz. hhaha. and of course, the amount of thoughts and wishes and presents for me this year. especially my mum and dad, for raising me, and suffering on this day 17 years ago just to get me out of the womb. haha. know you've had a hard time in labour. haha. i think every child will be pain la. but still. ahha. THANKS MAMA AND PAPA. really thank you so much for raising me and everything! haha.(((:.

well, gonna study chinese and do OP tmr maybe after swimming, but for now, im gonna rest.

THANK YOU EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN. hahaha.((: haha.

-jErM