Fly, soar, heighten.

Sunday, September 28, 2008 / 4:45 AM

weather: sunny
28th September 2008
music: all star

haha. enjoyy(:. The fire works video taken on xinyun's birthday!(: gosh, hearing my voice at the back sure sounds weird. haha. anyhow ignore that. haha. THOSE WHO HAVE LIT AND PHYSICS NEXT WEEK. ALL THE WAY OKAYY! JIAYOUJIAYOUUU! haha.

-last friday was such a bad day. It was bad till the extent that the only word that i can use to describe it is maritikally bad=/. haiz

-jErM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 / 6:29 AM

weather: cloudy , warm
23rd september 2008
music: this little light of mine- haising hymn singing songs

okay, here goes my weird analogies again. I feel like as though i am going out to battle on a fighter jet plane. and that, i am supposed to bomb certain areas. I have 4 artilleries, or 4 aeroplane bases, and i used this specific aeroplane and flew to a certain area to start bombing the place, and guess what, before this real war/test, ive prepared myself really really hard, especially the part on releasing the biggest bomb on the correct area. and guess what, now, during the real battle, I've misread/miscalculated the coordinates and released the bomb, causing a deflection of it back to my home base.

It hurts, it really hurts, when you konw that you can do it, and you didnt. It hurts really bad. what i've worked hard for. HOW COULD I HAVE MISREAD A 12 MARKS QUESTION T.T, it is the PROCESSING OF PRE MRNA STRAND, NOT THE FORMATION. f it. and 12 marks fly away, just like that.

sighs, i feel like dying. Tomorrow, is sending out the 2nd plane, to the 2nd area to bomb. and this one, will require me to like, get my hand pressing on the buttons like mad. and yup, from the way i describe, you guys guessed it. Economics. sighs. i feel so qi gek and depressed. JUST SMACK ME HARD. I WANT MY OCTANITROCUBANE))):

still gotta memorise and here im blogging and watching TV. just slap me.

-jErM

Monday, September 22, 2008 / 6:10 AM

weather: cloudy
22nd september 2008
music: persis overture

a few more hours to promos. woa, have been counting down. and here we go, a few more hours. Bio is the first paper, so, yeah, great, gonna do the opening ceromony for promos. =/. 3 more chapters left for bio, Cell structure, mitosis meiosis, and diffusion osmosis. and lucky for me, the last 3 chaps to study is small. Ive worked hard for all my subjects. I really have, though i feel that the least worked hard for is chem. cos, haha, ever since touching organic a lot in the holidays, i went for other subjects, but this promos, ive worked way hard to even look back now already. all that ive been working for, depends on tomorrow. GP and bio. woa, lets do this.

gosh, theres still in organic chem, but lucky for me, chem bonding, redox and chem kinetics.

please pleaseplease, i hope that i can maintain all my 4 H2s, and if possible mazarin. woa, feeling jitters.

tired yet not tired all at the same time. woa,

EVERYONE, JIAYOU FOR PROMOS!!
Go guas, go TJCSB, go 22/08, go hsc-ians manz.

and here we go.

-jErM

Friday, September 12, 2008 / 8:50 AM

Weather: fine, blue skies, sunny
12th September 2008
Music: High school musical 2 soundtracks

mm, 11 days to promos, haha, will not update about my life till after promos though. But..

Today, went to watch wall e with daniel. haha. From young, I've always enjoyed anything disney. The tickets cost a bomb cos apparently we missed the student hour, so like 4 bucks more spent. Tix was 10 bucks though, but nevertheless, this is a good break from studying really hard the past few days. But it is really sinful. haha, don't worry, am not going to say out the story line here, but am just gonna say out my reflections i guess..

After the film, i felt like thinking. Its like, disney films are always meaningful, and you can always find nice and thoughtful stuff in it. The film is just basically about this last surviving robot left on earth. Where the place is filled up with rubbish, thrash, and all the humans has left on a spaceship up onto another galaxy. One day, Wall E found a plant living on earth. so he kept it in his all so special house. The humans up in space sent down a bot known as eva, down to check out whether theres any living signs left on the planet. Little did you know, that feelings are developed, and watch how this amazing story, unfold right in front of your eyes. I really liked the part whereby wall e and eva are up on space, twirling, playing out on the space station, while eva left her trail of blue behind, wall e was using this fire extinguisher to move himself around. so theres this amazing blue-white helix formed, and it is a perfect scene, blended with the captain, who has lost touch on earth for so many ears, learning about definitions. Right on the dot, he was learning about the definition of dancing, and a nice tune began playing. It was just magical and beautiful. and true, innocent love is beautiful.

-those who watched the film will understand whatsoever that i type from here onwards-

So yup, after the film, kindda learnt that no matter what, you will have to always treasure the things around you, and make sure that you conserve whatever that is left that cannot ever be replaced. Also, true love can always be found no matter where you go, what you do. haha, the film has once again reassured me about one of my thoughts about love, its like, there is just this 1 special person in the world meant for you, and fate will allow you two to reconcile. Feelings can be developed, but can't be forced. If you've tried developing, but it doesnt work, then i guess she/he is not the one. Also whenever there is hope, you shouldnt give up hope! Like, wall E found a plant that is living on earth although everyone thought that there was no signs of life there already! and the auto captain(which was the so called bad guy though he is a robot on this film), like, want to keep the humans up there in space when they wanna return back to earth although it is so full of rubbish and stuff. But the point is, whenever there is a trace of hope, even just one insy bitsy trace of hope left on anything you do, you must learn never to give it up, no matter what. Cos, at the end, of course, like any disney film would do, a happy ending. Eva and wall E got together(final kiss scene) and also, humans were rebuilding the planet. clearing up the rubbish, replanting vegetation, building wells. You see, just an insy bitsy winsy tinsy tiny bit of hope can bring back so much. Inspiration is also something i've learnt in this film. Seeing how 1 plant, can do so many things for so many people, is just amazing. Its like to me, the plant is like JCTs, before JCTs, I care about band much more than my results even if i flunked. But like once the plant is found, now is like im returning to my own earth, to clear up the rubbish that ive created and hope that it can blossom me out with good results! Oh and again, haha, do conserve yup. Humans stayed up there for 700 years when they were supposed to stay up there for only 5 years cos of that the auto captain found out htat the planet is full of junk and rubbish and no traces of life. Technology there is great, but yeah, everyone grew damn fat, damn lazy, and everyone can get everything with just a clap away. and they do not even have to do anything but just sit on the chairs and just command for everything to them. Abit scary dont you think..

After the film, yup, indeed feeling slightly more relaxed, But thereafter, am going to work hard. Feeling motivated. For promos, i dont see just an insy bitsy of hope in front. I see a large amount of hope. I can do this. Go jerms.

and to you guys out there if you hop by, and you're feeling stressed, do catch wall E, it's a really really meaningful, sweet and nice movie to catch. Well, going off to sleep. its 12.09am alr. =/.

manz, wasted the day by studying damn little. JIAYOU EVERYONE.

11DAYS.

P.S. i realised that a lot more great films are coming up. gosh, my pockets gonna be burning a big hole. MOVIE DATES AFTER PROMOS ANYONE?

-jErM

Saturday, September 6, 2008 / 7:07 PM

weather: blue skies
7th September 2008
Music: life is like aboat

haha, woa, was surfing around the net for fun. Looking out for degrees in university. haha, i wanna get a degree in marine biology! and i found certain universities that have a degree in marine bio. Talked till i shioked with mum last night, haha, but from what i see it seems like as though she's a bit against it, not say really encouraged. But she say, what jobs can i do if i get a degree in that? haha, but still, learning oceanography and field studies are all so fun! haha, sighs, too bad NUS, SIM AND NTU dont offer a degree in marine bio)):. haha. cos, mum says that if you're singaporean, 1 year in uni is 40,000 but subsidised by govt, becomes 20000. But still, woa, the thought just so excites me manz-. haha. surfing around the net, haha, university of new south wales in Australia has a degree int hat, America tons of uni has that, haha, London also. OH yeah, THANK GOD I TOOK BCME. haha, cos, 1 of the requirements for the grades is either Math, Chem, and bio. haha. though i didnt take geog, but still haha 3 of this is sufficient. But universities in America count it by credit points. mmm, some weird point system. haha. But looking at it, haha, the marine institution university in hawaii sounds pretty awesome also. haha. And, haha, i thought that the university of cambridge also has a degreein marine bio, but, they have it in zoology. oh manz-. haha. Oh and theres a uni in South africa that offers that too. Maybe i shall go there and come back looking chao taed than ever before! Theres also one called Bermuda Biological station in the bermuda? haha. im not very sure, but my point is, haha, getting a degree in marine bio is cool. haha. Theres a place called raffles lighthouse for people to go study about marine wildlife in singapore. mmm, quite near pulau hantu i think, restricted area. GOSHHH. mannz, am i excited, haha, pw meeting later. read through my recent blog posts. haha. I can't be like this, DA QI JING SHEN LAII, and lets CHIONG, CHIONG FOR A DEGREE IN THAT. haha, but of course the degree must be internationally recognised. oh, and the worst part is, if i ever wanna study that, 1) scholarship is definitely a must, cos im poor. 2) mmm, think about what other jobs will suit me if i go that. haha. Maybe i can go and job in underwaterworld when i get bored, and then, shall get you guys to go there. then while you guys go there and see all the marine life, you shall see me diving adn i shall say Hi. haha.okay, tt was pointless. haha, ahh well. Im just looking forward to uni. But meanwhile in TJ, must work hard, first of all, lets talk promos. and once if i score well, haha, then we talk about choosing the unis. Cos, if dont score well, is either the uni choose you, or no uni choose you at all. jiayou manz.

17 days to promos.

shit, still got alot more to study.

oh and econs tution test coming up. scaredified. but i'll try.

GOOD LUCK FOR PROMOS EVERYONE. JIAYOUJIAYOU!

-jErM -heehee, my marine bio deg! ahhhh! haha.

Friday, September 5, 2008 / 5:08 AM

weather; windy
5th September 2008
Music: life is like a boat

Many things has happened of late.

19 days to promos. geez, i wonder if i can make it.

hope i can maintain my 4H2s. =/

To people out there who cared,

thanks loads(:. you guys rock.

Off to study.

cya guys.

-jErM

Monday, September 1, 2008 / 7:05 AM

weather: sunny
1st september 2008
music: -
event: teachers day, sending mrs lim off.

I feel emofied right now. after blog hopping, friendstering and stuff. IPRs are all so irritating. I feel like im gonna break down any second. I really want to cry out everything alr. and im just gonna break down soon. I just need 1 night or 1 evening. yes. 1 night, at the playground, or the beach, and just crying and rahing everything out. i really want to cry, literally. Feeling sad, wondering how mrs lim is, feeling sad, cos, of ppl misunderstanding me like 1000000x already, and all sorts of nonsense manz, + promos coming up. anyhow, tuition with mr ho was very productive today. and i really enjoyed it. thanks so much mr ho(:. really, just gimme 1 evening, lemme go to the beach/playground, and just lemme cry everything out. But right now, everyone's so tied up. sighs. Hope i can last.

im gonna die.

-jErM