weather: sunny15th February 2008 music: crush- david archuleta hey ppl. woa. many events to blog about, but i cant afford the time to blog alot just yet. haha. i know theres orinetation to blog, but oh well, all i can say is that, OG 14 has been another of the one-of-the-best-things that has ever happened since Ive stepped into TJ thing. Well, im gonna miss them, miss all of them bad. The most rah rah, most on, most enthusiastic, most daring, most wonderful, most supportive, most bonded OG that ive ever known. All i knew is that, ive given my 200% into that orinetation, and i guess, im very very happy with the results. haha. ive striked off my wish, if you guys can see, haha, but im just really happy. And im gonna miss all of them, but i guess, ill still see them around school. so its good in a way too. haha, thanks you guys for the memories, the support, the WONDERFUL SHIRT. omg, the damn sweetest OG ever. only 9 of us in school posseses that shirt. woa ha. hhahahahaha. im feeling really proud and honnoured to have such an OG, and im really rreallly gonna miss orinetation.but besides that, pulls me back to the real world. Next week is organic chem (Full syllabus) test and economic growth and NIA test. Im feeling really scared, but at the same time unmotivated. swimming today was great. But at the same time, it has got me drained. shit, wasted another weekend away. Ive been always looking forth to weekends so that i can study hard, but i always end up so so tired by the time i can study, and hence results in not doing anything. Great, ive not even started much on organic chem and the test is on tuesday. and macro economics is like RAH RAH RAH RAH, GRRRRR. SMASHES INTO A MILLION PIECES. omg, its like i dont know what the heck is going on kindda thing. Im like. ugh. nvm. During econs tuition last satruday, due to coming in late, and the previous lesson not attneding cos i was sick, i was totally lost, and it felt really really horrible and i felt like crying. almost everything seemed so overwhelming, and i had not idea at all what was going on. I kept giving that "thermometer face" as in frowning-what-the-heck-are-you-talking look. and like RAKLJASDFL;KJASL;DKJFALS;KDJFADS. even mr ng was like" jermain, can understand not." i was like" erm, erm, erm, i dont understand, damn confused, but nevermind, just go on" so this means that i will have to head down to bishan at 7pm for tuition, but i guess i'll need a lot of 100 plus and coffee for that lesson. shit. next week is going to be a time consuming-i-have-to-focus-although-im-really-tired week. pressured. I feel like, really ugh-ed up now. and chem lecture, chem energetics, i really dont know what the heck is going on kindda thing. and math, well, vectors is reallys tarting to confuse me, and im really started to lag in every subject.):. bad, way way way way bad.):. help me man, help. I feel really like in a big big mess right now. argh.): but other than that, i know i have to stay calm. and handle things one step at a time despite all the tiredness and weariness. cos, im not the only one feeling this way, everyone's feeling it too. but its hard. really hard. oh well, i guess i should like go to bed now, and sleep. perhaps, wake up much earlier tomorrow to study.worried-Anyhow, the new song in my blog's really addictive, goodness. better get off to sleep.):. -jErM Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at
you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more..
