weather: cloudy , warm
23rd september 2008
music: this little light of mine- haising hymn singing songs
okay, here goes my weird analogies again. I feel like as though i am going out to battle on a fighter jet plane. and that, i am supposed to bomb certain areas. I have 4 artilleries, or 4 aeroplane bases, and i used this specific aeroplane and flew to a certain area to start bombing the place, and guess what, before this real war/test, ive prepared myself really really hard, especially the part on releasing the biggest bomb on the correct area. and guess what, now, during the real battle, I've misread/miscalculated the coordinates and released the bomb, causing a deflection of it back to my home base.
It hurts, it really hurts, when you konw that you can do it, and you didnt. It hurts really bad. what i've worked hard for. HOW COULD I HAVE MISREAD A 12 MARKS QUESTION T.T, it is the PROCESSING OF PRE MRNA STRAND, NOT THE FORMATION. f it. and 12 marks fly away, just like that.
sighs, i feel like dying. Tomorrow, is sending out the 2nd plane, to the 2nd area to bomb. and this one, will require me to like, get my hand pressing on the buttons like mad. and yup, from the way i describe, you guys guessed it. Economics. sighs. i feel so qi gek and depressed. JUST SMACK ME HARD. I WANT MY OCTANITROCUBANE))):
still gotta memorise and here im blogging and watching TV. just slap me.
-jErM