weather: sunny
20th June 2009
Music: no way out- Phil collins, brother bear
man, i love the current song right now. just love it.
"everywhere i turn, i hurt someone.
But theres nothing i can say to change the things ive done
I do anything within my power
i gave everything ive got
but the path i seek is hidden from me now..."
Wow. love the starting lines alr. listen to it k. like woamygod, phil collins is love.
anyhow, its 2.14 am right now, swimming and tuition later on. omg. im suddenly feeling freaking scared and stressed right now, but still i managed to calm myself down right now la. so yup. anyhow, i realized that we only have 2 months to study for prelims after jcts. like wth right. omg. I cant even study finish now for jcts. and its not like sa though im slacking alr. Omg, i need to relax, stay calm, i know i can do this. omg. my senior once said this to me.
"the difference btw an RI student and a HSC student, is that RI students take 10 steps to get there, but hsc students take 100 steps to get there. But so long as youre willing to take the 100 steps, still get there in the end what."
she's right. still, What if i cant make it in time. Im feeling so scared right now. that ive got this really sick feeling inside right now. But still, im staying calm. Yes, relax, take everything relaxingly. yup. maybe should try to go to bed now. but my ipod is charging so slowly)):. gah. ahh welllll. omg, good luck man everyone. 8 more days to JCTs. sighs. jiayou.
-jErM