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Wednesday, April 23, 2008 / 8:34 PM

weather: grey skies, but dont look like its gonna rain
24th April 2008
music: robin hood symphonic suite- maria, band song

in school.. going for chinese in a matter of minutes.

main is angry. main is angry with a lot of ppl in fact. But somehow, I just feel that i shouldnt be angry with anyone at all. cos its like practically useless, what's the use of being angry? when 1) you're wasting energy, brain juice saliva talking about them, 2) the other person will end up being angry with you, the matter will blow and somehow, you will have to apologise to the other party instead(happened alot of times already, i know.) I dont feel that i should blog about how angry i am at the people i am angry with. Like whats the use, later like ppl wiill come ask you stuff and this that this that. main's tired, jerm's frustrated. i dont really know how much longer of all this nonsense i can take. I feel like crying, i feel like breaking down. i just feel like going to the beach, to like close my eyes and let the wind play me a melody, it would be great if your troubles just *poof* and be gone yeah. somehow, i just dont understand why ppl in this world can be so self centred, and domineering and accusing. i dont understand it at all. like wth. like, really. so far, all the ppl that im angry with, they do not know. and i dont plan to let them know anything, as i said, whats the use? in the end, stuff will just BOMB big and then turmoil and stuff.
After ye's funeral, things have just like pai shan dao hai der spring at me. I dont know how much longer i can hold, i really don't. Everything in my world seems to be wanting to collapse. okay fine, maybe some has already collapsed. I really don't know who to trust anymore, and i dont know who to talk about stuff anymore. Im lost. terribly lost. I dont know anything. main's brain is drained, jerm's brain is tired. and together, jermain is tired, drained and frustrated.

and i kindda bet that if any jc person is like reading this post right now, he/she would probably flare up at me and go, "walan, you think our life so relaxing meh? come on laa. you say until everyone don't face these troubles also". but you know what? I cant really be bothered much about anything anymore. off to chinese i guess.

-jErM

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jermaincho koi hong
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11-10-1991
libra-ian
seventeen ~~going on eighteen!~~
~~mbs,~~ ~~hsc~~
Temasek Junior College

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