weather: grey skies
4th may 2008
music: my own song.
woa. just changed blogskin. haha. wonder whether it's nice. haha. I think it is. but the picture of my section is extrememly big. haha. tried to size it down but apparently it aint working, but this looks nice anyway ^^. haha. yay. nice skin. goshh. haha. if anyone of you reading can help, do tell me on msn kay. thanks so much^^. haha.
sighs. with all the recent events going on, i guess, i might just collapse any second. lets see.
-concert coming up
-stageband ending late everyday
-lack of self prac/sectionals
-spoilt flutes
-oucles
-lack of sleep(gosh, this is the most critical one)
-4 tests coming up next week, of which i have only studied econs and hardly anything is going into my brain
-tutorials undone
-sleeping and stoning during class and lectures
-being distracted in everything i do, be it work, class, band, or whatsoever
goshh. life is pretty screwed now aint it. but one thing is for sure, If i can ever manage to pull through next week. ho. heaven will arrive.
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oh yeah. btw, prelude 28 is coming up. ^^
VCH, 10th may, 700/730 pm.
conductor: mr lim ahleck
repertoire:
Hans christians anderson suite(movements 1-4)
The inn of sixth happiness
Die fledaumaus overture
Highlights from spirited away
interval
stage band(a j1 production)
percussion ensemble
With heart and voice
Robin hood, prince of thieves (symphonic suite)
Disco party 3.
tickets are priced at 12 dollars or 15 dollars depending on whether you want a stall or circle seat. haha. let me know if you guys wanna go okay.
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anyway, back to topic.
gosh. my lack of sleep is really like, gosh, causing me alot of problems. gosh. my only access to lalaland. If it's gone, oh gosh, sighs. i dunno what to do already.
with spoilt flutes, i have no idea how am i gonna get a new flutein time for concert. There's still dion's altus to fall back on. mmm. okay. maybe i'll try getting dion's flute for the next few band pracs.
and currently, still having difficulty with the high notes like F sharp on the 3rd octave and the high Cs and As and B flats(4th octave). nvm. work on it i shall.
and currently, I realise that i am lagging quite bad behind all my tutorials. aik. this is bad. trying to catch up, but with band ending so late everyday, i cant. Im more of a, i can work at home than in school person. mmm. nvm. try tyr try i shall.
sighs. band. i wonder how much more can i hold man. with the recent outbursts of sudden headaches and the lack of sleep. nvm. excuses, I shall not use them. anyway, stage band. talking about stage band. im like duper sian of it alr.
i shall say that, yes, it has completely taken over my life. it's like i cant wait for it to be over. like yeah. some how, as props i/c. im glad to say that, props are at least almost done, just brighten up the colours, make a tuner and 2 big cocktail cups. thats all. sighs. just by stageband itself, working as props i/c makes me happy. seeing how alot of different ppl work together in props is really cool. and at least, through this thing, it made me know more ppl. Liike chi yong, ji yong, shuhadah, ming wei, and a whole lot of other ppl. sighs. but aik, you look at the whole stage band. im just glad that somehow the thing is improving. i truly am. but the process on getting it onto completion is... with the backstabbing,politicking, bitching, war, and nonsense. i cant wait for this to be over mann. i really hope that the j1 comm coming up shall be good. To be honest, i cant wait for stage band to end, so that i can get back to studying. studying is so much more productive than seeing all this nonsense occuring. like, walan, come on laa. one band one sound. Have been living through this for 4 years plus already. why must there be like different cliques flying all over the place aiming all for different goals, just all stand one side and just aim as a band for one goal laa. walan. sighs.
To be honest, I cant wait for prelude 28 to be over. but i also can wait for it to be over. At least, after prelude, no more stage band nonsense and i can catch up with my work. studying is so much more enjoyable. and to be honest, im gonna start working hard on basics once prelude is over. not going to NATO about this. tone, articulation support, whatsoever. lets try at least to improve on my basics man; it sucks. but sighs, at least, im going to get my 79763 to repair. since a god like flautist used it before, according to kj, and like wai ngai used this for syf, I dont see why it cant help me to produce nice sounds also. after i get it to be repaired, at least, i can tell myself, its not the flutes fault, its my fault should the sound, sound horrible.
and i can wait. cos the j2s will be gone, gonna miss both of my flute seniors, andy and kj. =//. somehow i guess. gonna miss them loads. yeah.=/, and nice seniors like wei siong and jia yi too.
but i also wanna see what the j1 batch can do on its own. and to be hoenst, one thing, that i am really really glad to say, its that j1 flutes are bonded. although we dont spend all the time with each other, at least, j1 flutes are bonded and shi jie is coming down for band more. and thats a really good thing. i cant wait mann.
okay, anyway, theres stil class to talk about. gosh. with the recent pw hoo-haas, I can say that, pw is nonsense. sighs. so much self centering and stuff. but at least, ienjoy learning with the bunch of 22/08-ians. it is so much fun. going to school and seeing that bunch really makes me really happy. like learning stuff with them, and waking soon hui up during lectures by "PAKING" on the arm rest. hahaha. it's really really cool. and how the whole class groan about gan, and like, gosh. all i can say is that our class is united. somehow, and at least, shawn is becoming more and more with the class. haha. shawn is cool! haha. he can make heart shapes in the gc, and like write your name in such a way that no matter how you turn, you still can see your name. its UBER cool laa. haha. and then like, sitting in class with hao jie mei is fun too. goshh. but arhh, experiences with some ppl is... i got nothing to say. ahha. oh well.
lets hope i pull through this week.
MANNING TOSHIKASA, OUR BEACH SCREAMING SESSION NEXT WEEK ARHH! SETTLEMENT.
okay. off to study econs/ do math/ probably start bio on monday
lets see how i am going to get through next week's obstacle course.
haha, btw, at least now, my hair doesnt look like birds nest. haha. shall show you a picture someday. jia you jerms. jia you everyone.
-jErM
