Fly, soar, heighten.

Thursday, July 10, 2008 / 8:08 AM

weather: night
10th July 2008
music: Nostadamaus, would you be there.

sighs. today, is just one of those days, which i had hope for some company by me. I did have kairu by my side, as i went back to hsc with her to collect our SGCS, but when reach there the stupid office closed, but, thanks kr so much anw(:. travelled back home alone. I dunno why, and i cant explain it, you know sometimes you just need someone by your side, and it's not cos you wanna rant your troubles or not, but it's like just being there, maybe like follow you around or like, i dunno, hear you out whenever you feel like speaking. I guess i can understand how you felt at that time alr. Perhaps, sometimes we get random feelings, like we can get sad out of nowhere, or suddenlly just feel like laughing(xinyun, fiesta times), perhaps, this is one time, which i had hoped that i had someone by my side all day. My jcts results are out, and from the way i look at it, if this keeps up for promos, haha, die. seriously. It's time i do something bout it, though depressed, but, as kairu has always said to me, not to give up. At one time, i was about to stop vibratoing all together, and wanted to give up cos i couldnt, and kr said don't, giving up is for losers, and tt line had stay with me ever since, I will and must jiayou for PROMOS. and i can do it. I know i have that strength, somewhere, just somewhere inside me. sighs. ah well, it will go away after a goods nights sleep. for now, i just hope i can pass my promos with colours. or if possible flying ones. sighs. see how baas. and thank you kj for the concern on msn(:, thats if you ever hop by. haha.

sighs, and like wooo. i spent 4 hours on class blog. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. MTF. omg, i could've like spent the time doing work. BAHH. 4 HOURS IS ALOT. THE OPPURTUNITY COST. faints. omg. now its like 11.15 and im totally tired. Im going off to bed ler laa. but if you guys want, can go to the 22/08 column and see the blog created by JERMAIN CHO KOI HONG, which is me, me and myself. (bhb). haha. omg, and like i spent like 4 hours trying to collate profiles and like, zomg, nvm, you guys just go that site and click on the names of everyone in class, and like everyone's profile will come up. amazing eh. haha. ah well. i guess, i hope the class will like it. cos, yeah pumped in loads of effort to that blog. I really hope mrs lim will like it to. sighs, it's 1/2 done i would say.

band tmr. let's see how things will go. D;.

I wanna study, desperately.
-jErM