weather: fine. windy
30th May 2008
Music: mozart oboe concerto.
sighs. Today, somehow, am just feeling uber depressed.=/. many things manz today. from can't do a simple math question to sounding damn sucky on a flute. =/. I can't even do things right laa. and just now, nai just called. asking us whether we are going down to her house mororw. I havent' seen her for weeks already.and she also just said that i didnt go down to her house for a very long time already. sighs. feeling uber guilty manzz. I mean, in jc, i told myself that i would treasure my grandparents even more after ye's passing. but. mmm. i havent seen ah ma and ah gong for an even longer time. im feeling damn guilty man. and like right now, studies and fluting sucks. everything sucks. and the worst part is, right now, when i need the freaking energy to do everything, im feeling damn uber tired.I don't know how much longer i can hold out manz. and the worst part is jcts are coming. this is damn uber bad. sighs. aiya. die already laa. i think, yeah, should start organizing my stuff properly,.and like. erm. like, yeah, going to prac flute later laa. let's see what i can do laa hur. sighs. but one thing's for sure is that morrow, and the day after, ah ma ah gong's house and nai's house, here i come! Okay, you know what, on second thought, haha. lets just face everything with a smile! (:
okay. haha. anyway, came across this quiz from xinyun. haha. woa. i havent did a quiz for an uber long time too. haha. I shall do one before i go.=). thanks for it yeah=/
A) People who’ve been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
mmm. haha. i guess, i'll feel really hurt? and like harp over it for like days. then thereafter, i'll go make sure she'll regret her actions. haha. but then again, I'll make sure i choose my lover properly!
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
that would be, to manage everything properly in my life well? When like currently everything is sucking quite bad? sighs. yeahh. haha
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
haha. GRAND~ haha. with a flute choir playing! as in as big as the tashin university flute choir those sort! zomgg. damn cool! haha. hear them play the wedding march! zomgg. haha.
#4 If you could wish for anything in the world, what would it be?
haha. I'll wish for a million more wishes so that i can make them whenever i want. but. haha. if i can wish for anything, I somehow wish that i can manage my studies better, and improve my flute playing skills by like amillion times and hope that i have time for everything else that i wanna do like visit my ah ma and nai.=/, and the last but not least, that would be. erm. her.
#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
haha. i guess, a girl who is like, erm! haha. smile a lot all day long? then like, lame/make ppl laugh loads? haha. yeah. and like, simple! yeah. i do like it simple though I like complicated stuff! and like, yeahh. haha. must love me for who I am. haha. aiya. her laa. =).
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone- but if it goes both ways, then i guess…its awesome.(haha. xy, I just leave your answer here laa. hur. haha.)
#7 If you’d chose between marrying someone you really love but doesnt like you, versus someone who loves you but you dont like, what would it be?
haha. i guess I will marry the one who loves me but I dont like. haha it didnt say i dont love right! i mean. haha. aiya. who will like a big fat idiot who is good at nothing like me. haha. i mean. yeahh. I guess with time, I can fall in love with her too.=). haha. I meann. haha. yeahh. gan qing is can pei yang one. but then. haha. i mean. if i can marry someone i like and she loves me back. it would be uber awesome.(:. haha.
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
haha. guess i'll have to give up then! i mean, yeahh, it would hurt laa. but, haha. it's the only way right! i mean. haha there're so much more choices out there.=).
#9 Is there anything that’s made you unhappy these days?
jcts, me sucking at everything.haha. basically that sums up everything laa. maybe im expecting too much outta myself=/.
#10 Would you like to be attached?
yes please. haha.
#11 How so you see yourself in 10 years time?
Possibly, just married, or engaged. (: (same as xy.)
becoming an awesome teacher in school whose lessons are not horrible like _ _ _ and like, everyone looks forward too? and become an awesome flute player in philharmonic wind orchestra!
#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family.(:, TJCSB flute section!, j1 band clan(especialy props!), 22/08-ians! and group 105.
#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
haha. an awesome section mate(:. haha. and a really cool and great friend lahh. haha. and always there for me whenever i need her.(:
#14 Would you rather be single&rich or married but poor?
Can i say married and rich?. haha(xy, haha, yes, I agree with you, i'd rather be married and rich!). haha. but then again, i mean, i wouldnt mind both options laa. haa. lazy to weigh the pro and cons
#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
haha.very boring laa. haha. dread waking up in the morning. and like heading for a shower thereafter. haha. but then again, i would want that dream to come true yeah. that room that i've dreamt of, that red and white coloured bed sheet, and getting to see her every morning. :). hmm. haha. oei oei. dont think so much.
#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
yes. lol. haha. yeah. if not what for get into one manzz?
#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
haha. I think if somebody would love/like like me for me, it's already good enough already. haha. it would be guai laa, to fall in love with 2 ppl at one go. haha. I make sure i choose my options carefully.
#18 What type of friends do you like?
kind, crappy, hilarious friends that i can talk to, and also those really close ones that can hang out all the time and crap and confide in. (haha. xy, yeah, sorry arhh! haha. copy so much!)
#19 What type of friends do you dislike?
i guess, those that don't respect me for me?haha. yeah.
#20 Do you think this quiz is a waste of time?
haha. nope.definitely(:
Who else must do this quiz? [waa. xy. hahaha. gosh arhh! so hard to choose.]
1. my angel! (cheryl(:) [haha, this is from your mortal yeah!]
2.Meimei! (michelle(:). haha.
3.wei siong! hahaha.
4. huda! omgg. i havent talk to you for a really really long time! hope life is going good there!
5.huiqin toshikasa(:
6.manning toshikasa(:
7.kairuuu!(:
8. haha. wei neng!(:
haha. aiya, but whoever wanna do this quiz then do laa. there's no stopping you.(:. okay. im off. cya.
-jErM
