weather: rainyyy
1st June 2008
music: can't take my eyes of you for flute solo and band.
woa. tough piece ehh. (refers to music) saw the score. thanks jun. haha. died-ed. today, I slacked the whole day away. haha. yeah. sinful sinful. haha. spent a few hours on flute. haha. apparently. Im happy. cos i know what's wrong. finally. haha. shall work on it mans. It's articulation that's the big prob now and embrochure! haha. yeah. slowly realised it's that today whilst working on the new flute book thingy dion got.(:.haha. woots~ and yeahh. guess i've got a year till syf to work on it. haha. so happy. cos arhh. in hsc, i've been tongueing mostly with lalala and using mainly air. so right, haha. i mean, yeah, in tj, im starting to really use the tongue. haha. goshh! and woa. it's going to be hard.but at least i figured it out. haha. shall now take flute as a reward, so like after every study session would be fluting! starting from morrow onwards,(:. I shall create a nice plan to study morrow. haha. yes yes yes. that's what i shall do.
goshh. energy level nowadays is depleting like crazy. at most, can just sit there for an hour or two and be distracted for like the rest of the dayy.. mmm. i've gotta keep that enthusiasm going manzz. haha. oh goshh. bio test, yeah. yesterday, gotback the test, got pretty upset. 21/38, when i promised that i study hard. actually, yeah, i did study. but i guess hard isnt hard enough. mmm. Since i broke the promise here, i guess, i will have to promise it back in jct. go jerms!
okayy. so flute covered, studies covered. mmm. went back haising the other day. haha. goshh. I miss the flutes there. and i had fun with li hong toshikasa duetting. haha. and amazingly, that day, my sound was nice. I miss that shuang sound. haha. (aiya, partly cos we're playing in the echo-y, place outside the band room in the basement). haha. but, other than that, haha. even in echo-y places, already can hear out whether i am using support not, and that day i am. haha. gosh arhhh! so funn.
haha. okayy! pww. gosh arhh. mr kao! i wann our gpp back manzz. haha. faster. lets see what's wrongg. we don't have much time left anw lers. haha. and i seriously can't wait for the next meeting. seeing my dear group putting in so much effot into this thing. haha. like ky worrying abuot the pilot test so much, and like, lihui also. haha. and shing jiuan also asking what she has to do and such. haah. sometimes, im feeling guilty for not being able to spare time. haha. goshh. faster manzz.
haha. and oh well! im starting to fall in love with math again. haha. and all my other subjects. haha. sometimes, i just need to think manz. whenever i feel down. I just need to think.
well, at least, im worrying over problems such as studying as such. and not worrying for my survival. I have a great family, i have great friends, I have a great pdp, and I have great teachers(erm, yeah, almost all). and like, yeahh. what more is there to ask for manzz. haha. and i can even like right now at this time use computer to like do stuff, when other ppl can't even get to study. haha. sometimes, I just gotta learn to treasure the stuff around me more manzz.
haha. okay. anyway, shall say something damn gay. haha. i translated one whole chunk of chinese text to english. hahaha. thought i would post it up here for you guys to view it. hahaha..
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On earth, there are 2 kinds of feelings known as “like” and “love”
When you love a person, in your eyes there’s only him/her; and everything that you see contains his shadows.
When you like a person, is when reading a book late at night, you suddenly think of him/her, thinking of what he’s doing, and there’s a tinge of warmth in your heart, but you will never phone him/her. A few minutes later, your attention will be zoomed back to the romantic love story in your book
When you love someone, is during that lonely night, you will cry as you think of him/her, anything you read will not go into your brain, and you sulk over why he/she can’t come home earlier, you don’t feel like eating your dinner and you miss him/her like crazy
Like means, when you quarrel with him/her, you will quarrel till your face turns red, and not give way to the other party; in front of him/her you are like a porcupine who never ever admits that you lose, but in your heart, you admire the other party’s talent.
Love is hoping that you and the other party will give way to each other, working together with your heart in order to do so. If he/she should unintentionally say a sentence/joke that hurts you, you will become really depressed until you can cry.
Like is when you go on a holiday, you sms the other party that the weather here is good and such, off your phone then go crazy over the holiday. When you come back looking like some black Mongolian, the first thing you will do is to go to his/her house to scare him/her.
Love is no matter where you go, you hope that the other party will be by your side, You will call him when you’re at the beach during the holiday, letting him/her hear the sounds of the waves, and when you’re on the street shopping and see a shadow that looks like him/her you will stand there and not move.
Like is when the other party leaves for a trip, you will say a simple “take care, bon voyage” and watch him leave, and your heart feels empty.
Love is when the other party leaves for a trip, You will nag like crazy, and stuff clothing and food into his bag, and make sure you wait till the train is here and he leaves with it before you leave. Everyday you feel so worried and pray that he/she will come back safely.
Like is when you get hurt, You will not let him/her see your weaker side, and wipe your tears away. And in front of him/her you will act strong and happy.
Love is when you feel hurt, you will want to lie on his chest and cry, and won’t act strong, you will tell all your troubles to the other party and hope from that hug that you will get comforted.
Like is when during weekends, you go shopping with him/her. When you’re tired, you guys go for a KFC meal, when it’s winter, you and him will fight(in a fun sense) over a cup of warm coffee. When you walk with him/her on the street, you will keep a slight distance and when you play computer games with him/her, you two will play like as though you 2 are kindergarten kids.
Love is during the weekend, you will watch him/her eating the dish that you’ve prepared for half a day, during a cold winter season, you give him/her a glass of warm coffee and keep on adding warm water to it to keep it warm, When you walk with him/her on the street, you will hold his/her hands tightly, and you will sit there quietly watching him/her concentrating typing his/her assignment on the computer.
Like is hearing all his/her childhood stories, and hahaha over it, and you feel somewhat touched.
Love is when you hear his/her childhood stories, you will smile, and reflect about how cool/funny that this person you know is actually a cheeky little kid when he/she was young.
Like is when you see him/her on the stairs, you will happily say HI! To him, and then ask a few sentences of whether he’s fine and enjoy the sunlight that is streaming through the windows.
Love is when you see him/her on the stairs, you will be like as though like, “I don’t really care”. But in your heart, you are actually enjoying the aura and the air around you, and when he/she walks past, you can’t help be but to turn around and look at him/her.
Like is when you see him/her holding hands with another person, you will feel heartache, but the feeling will last short.
Love is a game that you will never lose, it’s like when you have given it all, but it still doesn’t work, a deep scar will embed into your heart.
Like is a feeling that you can like everyone else just like how you can like him/her.
love means then you can't leave him, but you can't wait to give him up, cos you want him to be happy, of which you dont feel that you can give, you dont dare to be ba dao to him, cos you want to see him to be happy, even if that happiness can't be shared with you.
Like is, when you’re lonely, bored or hurt, you will find the person to talk.
Love is no matter what moments, you will share with him/her, and when you are talking about happy stuff, you hope to actually spread this happiness and make him/her smile.
Like is, when you didn’t talk for a really long time, and he/she suddenly calls, you will be smiling whilst talking to him.
Love is, when you didn’t talk to him for a few days, you will be damn panicky until you can’t stand it and call him/her. You will hold your tears and smile.
Like is, when you’re alone, when you’re with him/her then you will think of him/her.
Love is, no matter where you are, you will think of him/her no matter what.
Like is, when you have lots of friends, you will be happy.
Love is, when there is 1 more person around, you will miss the er ren shi jie.
When you like someone, it feels sweet. When you love someone, it feels kindda bitter.(in a sense that you have to work quite hard for his/her trust, etc).
Like is, when you’re with him/her, you will feel happy.
Love is, when you’re with him/her, you will feel somewhat lost.
When you like someone, you won’t think of the future for 2 of you
When you love someone, you will always dream about what the future holds for both of you.
When you like someone, you will always be happy around the person.
When you love someone, it is always about tears.
When you like someone, when you haven’t met for a really long time, you will suddenly think of him.
When you love someone, and you haven’t met for a realy really long time, you will think of him/her everyday.
Like someone, when you think of him/her, you will smile
Love someone, is when you think of him/her, you feel like stoning.
Like someone, is when he/she has a child, you will love it for sure
Love someone, is out of the blue, you will suddenly be curious and ask, wonder how our child will look like next time. Hmm.
Like is hope that everyone is happy.
Love is hope that he/she will be much more happier than everyone else.
Like a person, a day spent will be enough
Love is, you hope that it will be forever.
Like is, you will see all his good points
Love is, you will say out all his bad points to him and hopes that he will improve and become a better person
When you stand infront of a person you love, you heartbeat will accelerate like a million times, but when you stand infront of a person you like, you will feel very happy.
When you talk to a person you love, you will have to think carefully before you say stuff.
When you’re with a person you like, you can do whatever you want.
When the person that you love cry, you will cry with him/her too.
When the person that you like cry, you will use tactics to comfort him/her.
When you don’t like a person, you will wanna like cover your ears and stuff.
Like is a xin qing
Love is a gan qing
Like is a zhi jue
Love is a gan jue
Like can stop
Love has no rest
Like someone is specially natural.(zi ran)
Love someone is specially happy?(dan ran)
Like someone, is longing to be with him/her
Love someone is sometimes being scared to being together(scared that it might fail, etc)
Like is never ever stop fighting with the other party
Love is never ever stop giving to the other party
Like is hoping that the other party will whenever he can find you
Love is hoping that you can find him whenever you want to
Liking someone is always smiling for him/her
Loving someone is always crying for him/her
Like is like, that simple
Love is love, that complicated.
Liking you, doesn’t mean that I love you
Loving you, means that I like you a lot
Actually, love and like are just a step away from each otherBut it all depends on whether you wanna step the path of love or like.
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haha. zomgg. can't believe it right. hahahaahh. it's really nice laa. haha. but the chinese version the words are better i guess, hahahaha. okayy.
sighs. lately, i've been sleeping real late! haha. gotta catch on some zeez manz. haha. oh well. catch you guys some other time! haha. may not be on the com so often lers. have to study. haha.
anyway, zomg. next week. sighs. okay. nvm. haha. but section outing is after jcts!i can't wait manzz. haha. I mean like, the planning has started alreadyy. mmm! jian plan up my sleve. hahaha. hohoho! zomgg. I feel horrendously evil. haha. okay okay. nvmnvm. see how laa hurr. haha. can't wait for jct to end. =). oh well! meanwhile, i'd better study hard.
jiayou everyone yeahh.
-jErM
lets hope this fever cools down. =/
