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Monday, June 2, 2008 / 6:32 AM

weather: fine.
2nd June 2008
music: can't take my eyes off you for flute solo and band.

okay. damnit. damnit. I've to-rroed enough manz. I've tahan-ed enough. When everytime mum asks me: "why you everytime so willingly go help your friends tutor and everything, then your own sisters you don't help?"

Okay. fine i help my friends, then i Don't help my sisters. so today, I decided to help all of them. anyway, that line has been sad an uber long time ago.

First you, then you.

when I was tutoring you in science today, what sortta crap attitude are you like giving me la. fuck it manz. I am like tolerating your nonsense attitude while i was teaching you already. now sec 1 stuff all become like my time der sec 3 stuff. then now you don't understand, you don't wanna clear it up. and all day long, all you care about is your bleach and fiddling with your ipod, watching TV, play computer all day long. waa. I tell you you win already. Then later tests result come back, it's not good, then you say say say again. then say this friend score worse than you, then that friend score worse than you, then like whatever laa. then say like 50/60+ outta 100 is good enough. come on. you're a mere sec 1. if this kindda attitude is gonna carry you up, I dunno how far you can do. Fine. it's holidays. you can chill all the heck you want. But i mean, come on laa, when it's time to get serious you get serious laa. idiot.

And you. monkey see monkey do arhh. hurr. you look. trying so hard to teach you flute. and this is the kindda stupid attitude that i get. Run through the piece once can already arhh. harr. everything seems so wrong laa. thought im not that pro myself, at least, im trying to teach you right. see something difficult run away. tired already then don't want this don't want that. come on. p4 already. wake up manz. you're still young. then you still like that. walan. syf presentation coming up. then you still can like that. and haha. so funny. you still got a solo coming up. so what if it's 2 fucking bars. I mean. walan erhh. f it manz. it's still an f solo. COME ON. get serious laa. Work with you on tone, say it's boring, Work with you on articulation, say it's boring. wanna watch TV. that's all you wanna do erh. come on laa. what's wrong with you manz. sighs. don't understand your attitude at all. come on, in the face of difficulty you run away. How the f you are gonna carry on with life next time manz. ARGH.

little sisters can be so annoying at times manz. sighs. really arhh. please tolong tolong. WAKE UP MANZ. when are you guys wanna wake up. One say don't like science science difficult. then one the attitude like that also.
sighs. aiya. whatever you guys wanna do just go do laa. I've tried. really tried. and like, yeah, this time, is not i dun wanna teach already arhh. the attitude like that already. and unless you gals change it. there's nothing more that i can do.

-just ignore me-

-jErM