weather: rainned
16th June 2008
Music: k314-mozart's oboe concerto
GREAT. JUST GREAT. IM FREAKING SCREWED.
tomorrow, is the once in 4 years event of the bronze cross for lifesaving. The course and the test. all in open waters. There's theory and there's practical. I thought it's a one day thing. so that it won't hurt. and surprisingly, im feeling more of siann-ed than of excitement. I have to see old man again. it's 11.53pm and i havent got a single shit of theory inside my mind, and best of all, i have no idea who's going for tomorrow's course. It will be so freaking boring if no one i know is going. then have to restart the cycle of making new friends and all. It's not that i hate making new friends. I do like making new friends. Just that, before you meet someone new, You always have this doubt in you of how the people are gonna be like yeah. okay. great. treatment for hypothermia, fractures, shoulder dislocation, heat stroke and cramps.
GREAT, OH HOW JUST SO GREAT. AND WITH JCTS COMING UP, AND LIKE almost like nothing in my mind. (the ground i covered is damn little yeah). IM FREAKING SCREWED. econs and chinese not even started yet. 1 week. just 1 week. how to squeeze in everything. BIO and CHEM i havent even got much farther into the syllabus yet. someone kill me laa. seirously im dead. freaking deead. there goes my entry to mazarin ler laa. D;
PW. omg. causing me freaking lots of time. If kao still doesnt approve, i've got nothing to say. we still got lots of ground to cover laa. as in, lots not done. school's reopening. great.
IM DEAD. IM DEAD. IM DEAD. IM DEAD. IM DEAD. IM DEAD!!!!!!!!
T.T. sighs. I seriously wanna cry. sighs. tomorrow. tomorrow. HOW. f it.
and just cos of jct. I have to cancel the swimming outing with my nephew, niece and xuemei jiejie. GREAT GREAT GREAT. FOR ONCE, WHEN I HAVENT SEEN THEM FOR MONTHS.
today's a day, where i did lots of studying, but nothing ever seems to be enough nowadays.
sighs. forget it. im going off to continue pw-ing. and maybe multitask in remembering some theory. fine. im screwed, way screwed.
wish me luck. and pray that old man shall be in a good mood tomorrow. don't wann my lifesaving to be screwed. ARGH.
-jErM